Piggies's adventure: let's fly with all my nakamas. :D
Do you know why I was away from this "diary" for so long? I bet your first thought is "you broke up what" Well, I can't say you are totally wrong but I can only give you a B- for this guess. The truth is.. I have started my Master's in Counselling a year ago, it has been a crazy roller coaster life after then. Sigh, I have never expected taking a Master can be this exhausting. Argh!
Juggling work and study is TOUGH, see that block letters? It is really T.O.U.G.H. I am sure I am good in managing my time, all I can say is.. I picked the "coldest" subject. It was tough to get proper agency to do practicum. Trust me, I called all agencies which I could get from google, and NONE of them willing to take a F.R.E.E Labour! Come on peeps.. I am FREE! and I am a good worker tooooooooooo! *like I could say this to their faces*
Eventually, I am now with 2 organizations that help refugees, looking to join the 3rd (not excited at all). I was -------------------------------------------- this happy when 1st organization accepted me as a intern-counsellor. But, but.. I only get 1 client in 5 months! I was totally a free labour there, they only assign all toils/administration/paper work for me. And now, my supervisor is leaving that org, hence.. I will stop my service there. Oh well.. I became
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- this upset.
Honestly, you might be hoping that I can tell you fun stories, crazy people I met during my sessions. But NO WAY~! Confidential ok.. Muahah.. not interesting anyway.
Doing this practicum has basically reduced my interest and passion towards counselling, maybe Malaysia is not a good place to practice yet. I feel demoralized more than anything else. Uhhh... tired. I went for 2nd org today, but there was no one.. I was just babysitting the kids. I dragged myself back from there after 1.30pm, and took a long nap.. I haven't had "good" sleep for so many months.
Working 7 days a week can kill you! Or.. at least your cells. Enough complaining~ the only song that cheers me up recently is "Good Life - One Republic". Let's whistle *wee wee wee*
Alright! My brain just went in to sleep mode. I need to lie down and try-not-to-think-of-anything at all. Hope you have been doing well!!!! Just hang in there, your effort will pay-pay-ay-ay-ay~ What is there to complain about? =)
Talk soon!
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